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t u e s 04.06.04 | 10:01 pm
i'm lame and on myspace at least once a day. i just got back from no ho. i went there on a mission for my summer job and got lost and was driving around for 40 minutes with teera's botched map directing me. but she figured it out and it worked out. i hate driving. it was only okay because i got to listen to the new modest mouse. "the world at large" is by far my favorite song. hands down. way, way down. right there. so yeah. in case you haven't heard, i have recently decided to become celibate. teera backs me on this decision. she called. she raised. our rules are very strict and basically, we're extremely prude now. i am a born again virgin. i think people that say that are stupid. i don't believe in anything following "born again." that means nothing to me. but from now on, i am practically asexual. you think i'm joking but i'm really going to try to do this. i think sex and sex-related acts have just, although fun, have completely fucked me up in the past year. mentally and emotionally. and i'm kinda over that. why do i need to feel like shit when it's something i can control? so we'll see how this goes. i want someone to like me for me, not just until they get what they want out of me. i don't think that's so much to ask.
m o n 04.05.04 | 9:23 pm
is like another chance to turn it all around. clean slate. i like how the teachers used to say "so far everyone has an a+! you just have to keep it that way!" and i was all into school when i was younger because i used to try harder and have more discipline and really want that 'a'. 'b's weren't good enough. and below that is just fucking unacceptable. maybe my mom helped me have more discipline. now i am all over the place being crazy and not caring. but goddamnit tiffany, it's about time you started caring about school again. sarah says "f is for fucking fabulous, babe." but i think the rest of the world disagrees even though i appreciate her very much. that girl is amazing. people that are that beautiful that love life and are so passionate... i love them. she was in a bind the other day when her car broke down and i picked her up and took her to work. she would do anything for me and i would do the same for her and it's comforting to know that you have someone. i spent $50 at target today and $50 at the market. that's bad news. but the good news is we now have a bbq and plenty of food to put on it. score. all i want right now is to dance my heart out and all i can think about is "try to focus on school so you don't suck, tiffany." i had a no pants gathering at my apartment on saturday. let's just say it was awesome and leave it at that.
i am asexual now, like mushrooms.
the first day of school
