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s u n d a y 09.21.03 | 10:19 pm
i'm stupid. since when has drinking when you haven't eaten more than a handful of food good? snot. rum and coke, x-large vodka lemonade, rum and coke, three jello shots, beer bong, weed later. vomit. i woke up feeling silly and girlish and embarassed because i know my limits and i never throw up from silly things like drinking. it was red from the jello shots and smelled like pizza from the single slice i had. am i charming you and winning you over? i really don't remember the tail end of the night. it's like it never happened at all! i'm young. i wanna enjoy my youth.
s a t u r d a y 09.20.03 | 12:45 pm
rest in peace, my digital camera. i'm sorry i didn't treat you nice but now you're in a better place. you know what this means, don't you? random, old pictures frequenting this diary. last night was strange. the whole week that i've been in my new place has been a little off, actually. i wanted to go out and surf today until i woke up and it was colder than usual and overcast as fuck. i even met boys that wanted to take me under their wings and go surfing. they thought i was polynesian. is it the flower i put in my hair or what?' so last night i was just sitting around my lonely little beach apartment and i heard a loud party going on downstairs... which they invited us to as a friendly neighborly gesture probably thinking we wouldn't show. but we did. because i wanted to mingle and wanted an excuse to put on eye makeup. so we mingled. and drank. and walked to the water and watched the green plankton glow when the big waves broke. and older men came up and talked to me. these newport types are different, that's for sure. i feel like i am living in an episode of the muthafukkin o.c. except no rich family is going to adopt me and i'm not trying to fuck the kid next door. or am i? housewarming party today. let's see how this thing works out.
f r i d a y 09.19.03 | 1:18 am
i'm very... frustrated. oh hello. it's me. i moved into my new place. it rocks. it's awesome. i go to the beach every day. but today has just been awful. it started off fine. you know, just another day. but i find myself closer and closer to just blowing up because i'm so frustrated. and my digital camera is now broken. the canon website tries to be helpful but with my troubleshooting it said.. basically, you know, not in these words exactly, but basically....there is nothing you can do at this point. the problem must be addressed by a technician. you are basically fucked. you know, not in those words exactly though. but still. i really need my digital camera to do this... little job of mine in promoting this little shoe and accessories company and to make fireworks happen and the whole lot. i need my baby. to work. this is totally karma. i totally fucked over my sister and was a bitch today because she pissed me off but it was a small thing but i still was pissed. and now life is fucking me over. fucking bending me over and raping me in the ass for my stupid temper. fuck. i'm sorry. i'm not usually like this. please excuse me. i just got the internet back today after a one week hiatus and look, i'm not a very cheery person, am i? i'm sorry. excuse me.
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karma is taking over.
