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saturday 03.15.03 | 12:15 am
today, i'm going to be a studious princess. and in about a week, i am going to be the birthday princess, aka inebriated princess. and love princess when my kitten comes to visit me.
purrrrrrrrr
i need to see a "feel good" movie. i paid $7 to see TALK TO HER. it was aesthetically pleasing but there was death and loneliness and deceit. i guess the spanish made up for it. that, and the giant, fake vagina that the shrunken man crawled into to die.
yeah, i mean it.
so i'm done with writing class. i turned in my last paper today and i was actually very happy with it and... my writing professor is awesome with an 'e' at the end.
i want to be able to cat cat cat nap a lot this weekend and be able to schmooze but unfortunately i have finals next week. and since i haven't put forth much effort this quarter, now is as good a time as any.
i talked to demetra today. i'm glad that she isn't horribly mad with me for not making contact with her lately. i miss her. it's just difficult now that i hardly see her. i have to concoct a good make-up birthday for her.
purrrrrr. i am a kitten. you are a kitten. we'll make kittens when we grow up. purrrrrr.
thursday 03.13.03 | 1:25 am
not so black and white
it's about 1:30 in the am. i am so dead tired. i just ate a piece of snickers cake in celebration of becky's birthday. oi.
i just took a hot shower. because let me tell ya, my body is achin'. it hurts to be. and it hurts a lot to walk. i contemplated laying in bed because it hurt too much to walk to class.
those were some from my final art project. i've been going through a lot of contemplation over my future. do i want to spend the next decade of my life dredging through school and hardly sleeping and working non stop and putting me in debt until the salary picks up? do i want to double major in bio and art? i think so.
i am learning something new every day. i am constantly amazed at how beautiful the world is and how completely lost i am.
tuesday 03.11.03 | 4:20 pm
i so comfy.
you know out of all the times i've killed time with this damn casino game on my phone, i've never really won anything? you get 30 credits and i always run out immediately.. until the day i won 1000.
today is tuesday. are you feeling lucky?
i am. but my arm really hurts. and of course i keep poking at it and going "ow." it's like when you get all sore from over-exerting yourself doing god knows what and you keep stretching even though it makes you want to cry and it's why i keep scratching mosquito bites until they bleed.
i went bowling last night with my hall. two games for $2. i felt --dare i say it-- social. i did pretty good (for me) first round and miffed the second. those heavy balls really kill your arm. i'm a light bowling ball kind of gal. i like to be able to kinda put some force behind the ball, not just drop it past the line.
i did the bowling thing instead of my paper and so i stayed up until three am. and ugh, i had class at 11 this morning. you may think, "but that doesn't sound that bad." but honestly, i am a bear. i need a solid block of 12 hours of sleep to feel whole.
that is why, my friends, when my oceanography professor dimmed the lights for lecture so we could see the fuzzy slides better.... i slouched down in my cushy chair, i rolled my sweater into a pillow and i was out until the quiz at the end of class. i even did well on the quiz. now i'm going to lay in bed and watch 2 new episodes of six feet under. how ya like them apples?
monday 03.10.03 | 12:14 pm
think real hard
things are going exceptionally well.
i spent all weekend with love. he's so precious. he makes everything better. he makes me feel... perfect.
i was in santa barbara briefly this weekend. i think i could have gone to ucsb and been happy. of course i'd probably be in debt from all the alcohol and drugs i'd be partaking in but besides that, you run into the same kinds of people everywhere. beach blondes or jock assholes? they're teeming everywhere you go.
it's just that i picked the school with a heavy flow of asians. funny only because i'm not very... asian.
i wonder how things would be different if i went to any other school. i wasn't really set on any one dream school. i just thought that eh-i'll-see-what-accepts-me. would have been nice to go to la or berkeley but i didn't rub them the right way.
no school was particularly striking. santa cruz? no. that was the safety. nice place but my parents wouldn't let me go that far for just santa cruz. santa barbara? if i wanted to follow my sister and od. (not that my sister did both. she's actually very responsible, unilke me.) san diego looked like hell to me. not what i envisioned at all. good school and good in sciences but if i wanted to be in a place that was boring as fuck, i might as well go to one that was an hour closer to home...
that is why, ladies and gentlemen, i am in irvine.
but i suppose you make your own fun everywhere you go.
so confused about what i'm doing with my life.
but one step at a time... i have an art project due in 6 hours and i have to have a brilliant paper by tomorrow at 11. i'd pay to just be able to nap through today.
2 weeks= grand
